Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Hey..(26)
Ppl its the new year!!arent ya guys happy?
Well i dun reali feel that happy..
Tried to take up new covenant...haha i cant stay focused...
Man Feels like a Load Whole of Bullcrap Shit!!
But why should i be caring..arent i being selfish..yea..i am
Us "Human"..r like NATO..What The Heck r we always doing??i duno!?
Well anyways..just cant stop being pissed...almost went insane during service..
Sry Reuben n Steffi..argh..had to claw myself..to keep me from going high!!HAHAHA
Just not sure y im like that nowadays...it just feels dumb...but i cant get rid of it
It actually feels Awesome..HAhaha
You know..i dunno why..but i feel like i lying to myself..thinking that well..im doing a good thing..in truth my mind is like a devil...
But i hate this bullshit..but i cant get rid of it..
I go to church...a happy n glorious place to serve the one n only God!!
But...is it reali why i go there for...nahhh dun think so..
Then wat the hell am i going there for??HAHAHA i dunno?!
Screw this Bullshit!Man..i just dunno wat to do..
Y do ppl care wat others think of them??if they know God,Love God..isnt just between God n u?
but hey wat the heck rite?!?
Ahhh forget this...just feel reali F-ed up...dunno why..dunno how..
I feel so distant from...maybe everyone..who i wanna share this to...
but y bother??well..they got their own problems rite??!
yea..they do..
I aint even depending on God..hahaha..cant go to him..
Sining like hell against Him..
dun deserve it...ahh F..
Help...me??nah forget it...
Dun deserve ur help..haha
F why??F dunno..
Trying to be nice in front of everyone..when i feel disgusted by doing that..
Im like hating everything now..except God..but i just feel like i cant get back into the race..
haha Emo kid..yea like rite..
My New Covenant
Cant stick to it..wats the use of making it..
My Focus aint there..just screwed...reali screwed..
Argh..pity pity pity..
y??dunno la..
F-words..been removed..yea thanksLabels: Stuff
G N B danced till dawn at 9:33 AM
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Hello My Fellow...Singaporeans!!(25)
Its the LAST Day of well..our lives..in 2008!!
OMG ARENT YA SAD!?!?nah not really..
Well this yr was pretty awesome..
School:Had the Feeling of wat it was like in Express
N its not bad..tot it would be worse..caus i didnt reali have much frens when i went there..most still stuck in well NA..
Made many great frens...haha it was reali fun..
Also managed to be allowed to go out on my own this yr!!n thats awesome!
Studies..ehh not soo good though
P.S(2009):Hope i can concentrate n focus starting well....tmr!!Its the O's man..(Oreo!!)
Another Awesome place!!
Church:Our Group combined with each other this yr..apparently made way more frens..haha
Had some Mishaps here n there..but its alll good!!
This yr though i feel like i grew spiritually weaker...though..
Its quite sad..as well after november..been very easily agitated actually...
But im sry those that i have hurt..
P.S(2009):To Become more Spiritually Closer to the 1 i Love..Which is God!!
Stop with the insanity..n vulgarities..
become a better Ninja!!n a gentleman..(not to hit girls)
Bring our class closer to more enthusiasm!!
Slackest Place!!
Home:I shifted house this yr...wahh very nice condo man..
Thank God for our very nice privilages!!
P.S(2009):Hope to take good care of our house..invite as many frens as i can!!
Not to slack so much inside here..
Take up a New Covenant!!
1:To be a better disciplined person in work,school,church,God,many others
2:Not being so spaz all the time..cant control it sometimes..
3:Many others to come later..!!Labels: 2009, Stuff
G N B danced till dawn at 10:26 PM
Saturday, December 27, 2008
O yea...guys..i went on a Dam Awesome Cruise!!
heres a pic of muh n my awesome team mates!! 
P.S(3):Pls Dunt LAUGH!!!Labels: Cruise
G N B danced till dawn at 8:07 AM
Hey......(24)
Many thing on nowadays for me...sadly cant record my life here...cause im banned from the com!!(but not from the PS2,late night TV watching...weird?!!?!?!?)
But its ok for now...wellllll..cause my Bro is in Phil Pines for mission trip!!with all his enthusiatic students in sec 4..who finished O's...soooo i can use stuff for now!!
P.S(1):pls dun tell my bro that i use his com for this...shhhhhhhh...(this kinda goes to Mr Jonathan Yap...who i think found out muh blog...)P.S(1 1/2):n no one has to know bout the little vulgarities here rite?...haha
So today went out for Flag On 1-2-3!!
quite Fun...wanted to reali murder alot of ppl
But its ok they must have reasons not to donate though..
Anyways...hope no one can see much of this..
But man..ever since i got back from my LTC(Leadership Training Camp)
i feel like im half-Psycho...
Pls pray for muh!!
thanks...
P.S(2):wanted to post anger..lost mood liao..haha..thanks GodLabels: Prayer Request, Stuff
G N B danced till dawn at 6:58 AM
Thursday, December 11, 2008
HELLO *******************!!!!!!!!!!...(23)..
Just kidding..not meant to scold anyone..
How is everyone doing nowadays?!
Guess i dun reali know since...well ppl change blogs..or i dun reali go into them..haha
P.S(1):Oi Bloody..Fuck u??i would like to kindly say this..stop FUCKING SPAMMING!!!
well..caus 1..i dunno how to delete tags..2..screw u bloody hell who the Fuck likes to be SPAMMED?!
Anyways...i cant go on much nowadays..its quite sad..got kinda banned..ARGH!!
Reeallli Lonely also..dun talk to much ppl...nor do they talk to muh..haha
Sigh...i also missed 2 weeks of church...wahh no fun now nowadays...
Nobody misses me too...haha..
But its ok...im going on a cruise tmr!!but im gonna miss another week of church...argh..
I have nothing much more to say now...caus life is kinda boring...haha
see u guys on monday..or maybe noone..ehh nvm then..
Hmm..who is coming back on 19th ar?..forgot..if ya come by say hi!!
Those going overseas...pls get muh a little souvenir??
White...is nice..Labels: Stuff
G N B danced till dawn at 5:32 AM
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Hey...looks like i calmed down abit..haha..(22)
thanks for supporting muh...though not many..but still thanks..God blesses ya for blessin me!
So i did nothing much today...eh well got new skin..hope its nice for u all to see too..
i lost my music n some other stuff though...help me get it back k?thanks!!
P.S(1):realli wan back my music..
got counter too...soo visit ok?!must ar...
Labels: New Skin
G N B danced till dawn at 12:58 AM
