hey pp(12)l...well im not doing anything today...just really thinking n reflecting..

ppl we see around in need...
do we try to help??
even if they do not plead...
especially if they r our friends..

we see our own selfish desires
as a need to fulfil first..
can we change our perspective?
but still we have excuses...
like i have no time..
that person is too cruel to help?
deserves it
he/she doesnt wan help,wans to be left alone..

dont we see...??
can we even try to help..
focus not on how it will make u feel good,doing a good deed..
no no no
we try to reach deep into their hearts n rip out the hurt n pain..
but r we able to do that??

maybe caus they dont trust us...
maybe caus they dont want to be bothered by ppl like us..
maybe caus they dont know how to let this out..
even so,shouldnt we try to help them...?

ahh even worse...
we know they r already feelin hurt
in our own selfish desires
our own principles..
our own annoyance..
we give them more troubles,hurt,pain..
why cant we make it screw off??
in fact why dont u screw off?

the pain we all go through now n then...
its whether we wan to be helped sometimes..
or just let it manifest in us..
till we go to the brink...

but have we no conscience???
we grow up in the right ways...
learning bout God...followin his ways..

shouldnt we try to care??
shouldnt we at least bother to make a difference??
shouldnt we help take away the pain even for at least a moment??

i just hope that we ur frens r able to help u out...in ur utmost time of need..
n that someppl realise that they would wan u to be more of a fren...
i know that some of us may be hard to open up to...
n we r the type of ppl that u dun reali trust..
pls cheer up...
pray hard..
n wait....

sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry sry for not tryin to be there for u all...forgive me....